Posted by: tlnemethy | July 28, 2012

Naknek Or Bust: Working in the Plant

I know its been a while since I’ve written anything and I really apologize. My job changed courses quite suddenly and I ended up working not only in a completely new environment, but one that apparently lacked phone and internet connections. I’ve been a hermit for a few weeks, completely cut off from what I’ve dubbed civilization. Forget the gloomy down in the dumps character my last few blog posts about Sitka entailed. I’ve become a commuting blogger who works any job that comes along and experiences the full spectrum of working life. For the past few weeks I’ve been in Naknek, Alaska a tiny, person-less town on the peninsula that really only exists because of the King Salmon fishing season. I wrote everyday I worked in the plant, and even on the days that I should have foregone the laborious strides I’d taken to keep my mental record of the events attributed to a conveyor belt life.

I’ve got stories of pain and fun, boredom and darkness, pretty much anything I experienced I wrote down. Unfortunately, although I was promised an internet connection so I could update my blog every few days I received none, meaning I’m going to have to post what I wrote every few days even though I am currently done with this job as well. I’m sure you’ll get it once you get to reading. First post in a few days. I’m feeling Nak’d. More on this expression to follow in the coming posts.

Posted by: tlnemethy | July 28, 2012

Naknek Day 1

Flying over the runway in King Salmon, I realized exactly how different each region of Alaska could possibly be. ImageThe cloud cover dispersed and I found myself staring at a wide grassland that looked almost like the savannah of the Lion King, just a different shade of olive drab and dark green. A river ran through it all, a wide twisting river of cascading colors and shades that made me yearn to go swimming. It was a land of lakes and puddles, of new beginnings and severing old ties.

Of course, at that moment I didn’t realize exactly how much I would be experiencing my own personal seclusion form  the outside world. The job advertisement had warned me there was no cell service and I was cool with that, who really calls me besides my mother anyways? But the website said there was also access to internet, though limited to email, rather than skype, downloads or streaming. ImageEmail is a decent connection to the outside world. I arrived here and was told email was strictly a chance occurrence, and that internet really never works. My roommate told me to hitchhike to town for the library. I told her my mother would really approve. I am currently considering the option.

I went through orientation following my brief interlude at the tin shack they called an airport and got my rain coat from the company store. I picked up a calling card too, once I realized that my mother would send the troops out to figure out why I hadn’t notified her of my safe arrival. The processing plant itself seemed pretty sweet at first glimpse, and it even smelled better than the fishing lodge I’d just left. I was surprised to say the least. But things got weird when , upon my reception, ImageI noticed at least two distinctive and separate individuals bawling their eyes out and saying things like, “I can’t take another day of this,” or “I don’t know why I thought this was going to be a good idea.” I shrugged them off, but when I went to nap before my shift started, I found myself going over everything and wondering if I was going to break down eventually too.

My shift runs 10pm to 2pm. Today I fillet. We’ll see how I feel tomorrow.

Posted by: tlnemethy | June 28, 2012

Gloomy Clouds

I have never been so disappointed in my entire life. Planning can only get you so far I guess, and then you just have to go with the flow. I’ve never been a stranger to spontaneity, but this summer has definitely been my most off the cuff. I suppose that living off the cuff is a privilege I haven’t yet earned, but if I don’t earn that by the end of this miserable job I’ll definitely be making some waves somewhere. Let’s hope that vagabonding comes back into style, because that seems to be the place I’m headed. Maybe I should just claim a park bench somewhere, or one of those tubes they let children crawl through in parks. At least the tube would be sheltered, and I’m pretty good at the fetal position.

I don’t think I’ve ever been as close to a mental break as I have tonight. I laughed uncontrollably until the laughter distorted into these awkward tears of frustration. I alternated between the two for almost ten minutes before I calmed down enough to regret my occupational decision  without having a fit. That’s why you shouldn’t think too far ahead I suppose. Because you can never take into account all the factors influencing the outcome. I’d made plans and searched airfare, thought of adventure and a new setting for my blog, a new hustle and bustle that, even if I truly hated it, would only last a month. A month is the perfect time frame for new experiences. You are just getting over that honeymoon period and finally realize what situation you’ve gotten yourself into; that’s a month of novelty tempered with a short grace period of WTF.

What do I want from my life? Maybe a personal success story. It doesn’t have to be huge, just something I can look back on while I’m all crazy and obnoxiously geriatric. Something I can tell to my circle of wheelchair peeps that will make someone spit out their teeth. That’s really all I want. I want the experiences that I can share, the experiences that are extraordinary or dull, hilarious or even just different. I’m a storyteller. And what is a story teller if no one hears the yarns?Unravel me and all you will find is a simple machine, a recorder that plays back when the motion detector goes off. I’ll talk to anyone, anywhere, and if we hit it off, I’ll let you know my stories. Just please tell me yours, because at this point mine would just leave you with no sense of enjoyment. And really, that shouldn’t be the case. In a place like Sitka, there are wonders all around you, but sometimes those dark clouds make them seem ominous when they’re really welcoming endeavors. Who knows where I’ll end up or what I’ll be doing, but it damn well will be something I can look back on and make you feel it as I did.

I must be on the path to transcendence. And if not, I’m confident I won’t be coming back as a snail for the shit I’ve put up with here. No downgrades for me because I’m gonna earn my rank.

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